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Final Post

After thinking about it long and hard, I have decided to end this blog. There are a couple reasons why I feel like it is the best thing to do.

First, I no longer believe I am bipolar. I have consulted with a couple of doctors about this and none of them believe I am bipolar. But what about the voices? Good news on that front, I no longer hear voices. Maybe they were drug induced, maybe they were the result of living in a horribly toxic and abusive relationship where my “partner” (I use that term very loosely because after going over the time I spent with my ex, I realized we were never partners in anything) did everything in his power to convince me that I was crazy (and yes, I strongly believe there were many times where I really wasn’t hallucinating and he and his little monkeys merely lied to me for twisted entertainment), maybe it was just depression. Maybe it was a combination of some or all of these. Bottom line, they are gone and that is all that matters.

Second, I firmly believe that my ex and/or his monkeys are keeping tabs on me through this blog. Nope, I do not have any proof of this; however, considering the twisted individuals that I am referring to, I would not put it past them.

I am not giving up writing, though. I don’t know if I will start another blog, but I have been considering taking a couple of writing classes to work on a novel. There are many options in writing, I just have to figure out what I would be best at. I also want to reassure my readers that I am still clean and have no desire to go back to any of the horrible drugs that I found myself addicted to over the last 3 years. My life is so much better than it ever was while I was on drugs and I thank God every day for the blessings he has bestowed upon me.

I would like to thank my followers. While this blog did not go viral, I was surprised by the amount of followers I have. I will miss blogging, but the time has come for me to move on from this blog. Maybe we will find each other again in the future. I wish you all the best.